Clarification with regards to negative aspersions cast by former Pakatan Harapan Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad against me in his upcoming book (Part III)
I have written a two-part response to excerpts published in former Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad’s new memoir which cast negative aspersions against me, in my former role as the Political Secretary to the Minister of Finance.
The second was over his claim that I spoke on behalf of the Government when I had no authority to do so.
This would refer to the Open Letter which I wrote to defend the Pakatan Harapan Cabinet decision to terminate the MRT2 Underground contract with MMC-Gamuda, as instructed by the Finance Minister.
“(While) I cited only one example (in my new book), other businesspersons, (including) a Chinese, told me that he was very arrogant. That’s the word they used. He behaved as if he was the minister,” he said.
Malaysiakini reported that “Mahathir, who admitted that he favours businesspersons due to the wealth and job opportunities brought by investors, said a political secretary should not go around threatening the business community.”
“Because of this person, a lot of businesspersons are against the government because they think the government is not sympathetic to their cause,” he said without mincing words.
Let me start by reiterating that I have NEVER threatened any property developer or business person during my time as the political secretary to the Minister of Finance.
Back then, Mahathir already emphasized that ‘even Chinese businessman…’ was not happy with me – as if the race of the person is of particular importance.
Is it him?
However, because he has never revealed who this particular Chinese businessman is, I have had no opportunity to respond, explain or exonerate myself.
Like it or not, I spent the last few days pondering over which particular ‘Chinese’ businessman in Mahathir’s circle of business friends I might have offended, who complained that I was ‘“very arrogant”. To be honest, not many comes to mind.
I can only speculate that that the likeliest person was someone who wrote to the Prime Minister in 2018 to extend his gaming concession by 30 years, in exchange for a RM150 million ‘license fee’ to the Government.
This request was then forwarded to Lim for his consideration as the Finance Minister. The proposal was rejected outright. I never met this particular businessman, nor was I involved in the decision-making on the proposal.
I made it a point to avoid the businessman as far as humanly possible. I knew for a fact that he was lobbying certain other Ministers for support, even after the initial proposal was rejected. The fact that I’m the Political Secretary, and burdened with the myth (yes, it’s a myth spread by BN cybertroopers) that I was the ‘power broker’ behind the Finance Minister, I could very well be deemed “very arrogant” for being extremely evasive.
In the end, the businessman finally succeeded in persuading Mahathir to approve the deal in early January 2020, by doubling the licence fee offered. However, the Harapan government collapsed a month later before it could be executed.
If this was indeed the “Chinese” businessman who complained about my “arrogance”, then I would plead mea culpa. But I will not have done anything any differently.
Doing My Job
Throughout my 20 months working for the Finance Minister, I’ve met countless people. Those who worked with me would know that my meeting schedules often run to midnights, nearly 7 days a week. In these meetings, I would meet many people from the banking and finance industry, industrialists, trade association leaders, people who have ideas to share and people who have complaints, grouses or appeals to bring to the Finance Minister.
I would listen and bring the proposals back to the Minister for consideration. Many excellent proposals were sourced via these meetings.
This fund has benefited more than 120,000 Malaysians to date. Or the first Home Ownership Campaign under Pakatan Harapan in 2019, proposed by the Real Estate Housing Developers Association.
I would however avoid parties who are only interested in securing contracts via direct negotiation with the Government. The Minister will always tell me to inform them that in the event the Government is interested in the project, an open tender will be called, and they will be invited to participate. I would also avoid meetings where I could be seen compromised, if the party is already participating in a government tender, or if they are making dubious proposals – like fancy cryptocurrencies.
As a matter of habit, I tend to decline lunch or (sumptuous) dinner invitations from tycoons and businessmen because they take too much time, and there’s probably too much small talk.
I don’t know if Mahathir would define these traits as being “very arrogant” or behaving “like a Minister”. I don’t know of a Minister of schedule near-hourly meetings in cafes or coffee shops, or running around town ensuring that my Minister’s programmes are run smoothly and effectively.
In fact, I’m probably the only Political Secretary ever to be openly castigated by a Prime Minister during Cabinet meetings.
My biggest disappointment however, is the fact that despite being a prominent Member of Parliament of his Pakatan Harapan administration, and a leader in the DAP, Mahathir never once sought to clarify any issues with me.
There was never even a casual meeting where he can cast an eye on me and make his own judgement as to who I was. He never once gave me a chance to defend myself. He didn’t trust the team elected by the people.
His entire perception of me, I can now confirm, is painted and formed by the business circle who he meets, and perhaps political sentiments fanned by the naysayers in Bersatu and UMNO.
I’ve done my very best to maintain as low a profile as possible during Harapan’s reign, so as to not do anything that might inadvertently stir Mahathir’s wrath and get my Minister summoned to his office again (and again). After all, even when I issued statements to defend Cabinet decisions, it ticked off the Prime Minister.
My constituents often asked me, why I was “so quiet” when in Government. I told them the truth, there was a lot of good work to be done to help the people and the economy while working with the Finance Minister, there’s no need for me to speak out loud all the time.
Despite these challenges, I’ve never once openly griped about Mahathir. He is who he is, and he is the Prime Minister until the transition takes place. We do the best we can under the circumstances, to deliver as much as we can. We wanted to help turn the economy around while we were given the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity in the Finance Ministry.
As stated in Part II, I was fortunate to have a relentless Lim as the Minister who persevered against sheer frustration, to persuade and convince Mahathir on the policies we wanted to implement. For example, if not for Lim, Malaysians will not be enjoying the massive 18% toll rate reduction on the North South Expressway, and never ever face another toll hike on the highway again. The restructuring was done without the need for a single sen of compensation by the Government.
The stories in these 3 parts (and much more) were buried deep in my memories. I never intended to write about them. Writing them will not solve the problems we face today or overcome the (political) challenges of the future. After all, Mahathir is all but a past tense. Hence, there was no need to whine about what had taken place. Malaysians need to move forward, and we need to try again for a second chance to do better the next time round.
But his decision to vent his unhappiness, casting unfair negative aspersions against me in his memoirs put paid to the effort to leave the past behind. I have little choice but to put my side of the story on record, and let Malaysians be the judge.
MP for Damansara